WORLD BEHIND MY WALL

People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.




Sexual abuse

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 x 10:45 PM

Today I got stuck in a dumb traffic jam for nearly an hour at a junction!! Can't believe it? Well, it's true. What's worse was, when the bus finally got past the traffic light, it broke down! I know, right? That's so unlucky! >.< Actually the bus was already smelling like burnt rubber for quite some time but the driver was persistent, if nothing, in pushing the bus to it's limits. I was lucky enough to hitch a ride with a girl who was friends with the three girls I befriended on the bus.
I think I need to trim my fingernails, by the way! I accidentally scratched a friend of mine today when we were going to the washroom together. Immediately after I scratched him, his arm swelled up four rows of red! Eeek! Kinda scary and gross...XD Especially the one that was made by my pinkie, that was the longest scratch! Afterwards when we returned to class, our lecturer asked him about the scratches. To my horror, he said I had abused him sexually!! JY!! I don't treat you THAT bad, do I??