People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.

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看到佩玲的blog让我有好多的"感触"。佩玲～你的blog真的太有意思了！果然有些东西只有用华语才能表达得更清楚...
有一件事是我有点内疚的，就是诗颖在我生日的晚上msg我，祝我生日快乐。当时我电话没钱不能回她，后来我进了钱后就忘了这回事...歹势啊，诗颖！！！我真的不是故意的！！！但我知道sorry no cure，所以我现在就message你～ 你收到了吗？？
突然又对宽中产生莫名的想念...好久没回去了...虽然说那里没什么变化但是，我想，变最多的该是我吧？宽中...哎...今年是我的最后一次机会看运动会和校庆了。说到运动会就想到一百米冲刺和篮球队～为什么会想起篮球队呢？我也不清楚，想起就对了～其实我知道啦...就因为他啊！该说名字吗？我还是不说好，否则被宽中的朋友看到了很丢脸！还想起两年前的我，在一百米冲刺结束后看着他走回去的样子，被怡雯说, “你别看到酱明显！”哈哈...现在要都没有了...篮球队，篮球协会都是我的过去的一部分，少了哪个就等于少了自己的一部分一样！全都是因为他啦，那个大笨蛋。如果三年前的我有现在的自信的话，或应该说，如果三年前的我没有认识他的话，我应该不会中他的“毒”那么深...想知道有多深吗？深到我三年后还是对他有那么一点点的舍不得...真是恨自己怎么在面对他的时候会这么软弱？How can I still be so vulnerable to his charms? Even when he isn't trying to charm me?好烦...只能庆幸我今年有了一个让我不再陷进去的理由～虽然说这家伙比那笨蛋还要dim但至少他不像他...真怀疑自己哪根筋不对，他当初又没有很好啊！原来要忘记他没我想像中的简单...Well, I didn't know better, did I?看吧？一说起他就会没完没了！Never again！这次是我最后一次提起他!以后我发誓绝不会再发生!Promise... =)
莉萍，旖臻，怡雯，宝玲，诗颖。我的五个好朋友...当初说好会永远记得对方的，不是吗？结果到最后还是被时间所征服了.... 但其实是我不对，我应该要主动联络你们而不是等你们找我...现在跟我最常联络的是怡雯～很庆幸至少还有一个好朋友会找我！可能是因为她最不忙吧...毕竟你们都在念高三而她不是...我每次会告诉自己，“要多联络她们”但到后来我就会为自己找借口，说很忙啦什么都好...真是太不应该了...
El amor vence al odio
This is my favourite sentence in Spanish (and the ONLY sentence I know in Spanish!) It roughly translates to "love conquers hate" and I would go all teary-eyed if someone ever said that to me, especially if it was said by a guy~ The guy (Noble Vincente) in one of my favourite books said that to to the woman he loved (Rachel Rutledge) when she believed that he had killed her father and hated him for it. I know it's weird for me to want to hear someone say that to me but everyone has their quirks, no? Well, this is mine. =)