People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.

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Just read a poem written by someone I used to know. Why do I call that person someone I used to know? It's just the right term to use. We used to know each other but then stopped talking for some reason. I know why we stopped talking but I'm not gonna say it out here...
Anyway, it's called "Do You Remember?". It's a beautiful, beautiful poem that's just so sad... I'm glad I read it though.
That person is online now. I wonder if I should be the one to make the first move, to say, "Hi, how have you been?" But, for some reason, I just can't do it. Perhaps it's my shame I'm feeling, for being too shallow? Yet, I don't think it's wrong to want something different, something better. All I'm going to do for now is stare at the screen and do nothing...