People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.

Ben_Romans Kellie Bao_Ling Agnes Pei_Shi Joakim Jayne Zine Lee_Peng Spelling June Xi_Xi Jessica Min_Shen Lippy Jun_Yin

Sooo.... Basically I just found out I'm the slowest person ever!! I can't believe I didn't know about Agnes and Lippy until today... Until Agnes asked me whether I read her blog or not. -_-' Really surprised when I first read her post but surprised in a good way. I guess I just never expected things to turn out this way. I mean, Lippy and Agnes were bro and sis. Who didn't know that? The whole of Ausmat knew, some from other courses knew too. Then all of a sudden, things change. Snap! Suddenly, she's not crushing on Tut anymore. So hard to get used to the idea of Agnes and Lippy though! Haha... But they are happy and that's all that matters.
ON the other hand, I am here, back in Adelaide, more confused than ever. What am I doing? Why am I so distraught by hIS (can't put the letter "h" in caps, or it'll seem like I'm talking about God, so I'll have to put "is" in caps then) sudden change. We seemed to have got on fine but all of a sudden, I'm cut off from his world. What did I do wrong? Nothing, that's what. Freaking nothing! Stop messing with me! Was anything you told me real? Or did you just make it up as you went along?