People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.

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Wahaha~ As you can tell from the title, I just received my 1st birthday present of the year! It's a pair of earrings~ =D Thanks Nicholas! I love them! (Well, I should since I chose them myself.. Haha...)
Despite this happy beginning to this post, I actually started out my day kind of miserably coz I've been thinking way too much about some stuff (as some of you know, this is my bad habit) and making myself unhappy. I see deeper meaning into simple things and find complicated explanations for them. *sigh* This newest obsession has to do with.. of course, you guessed it - Angel Face. He left after lecture really really quickly with his friends yesterday whereas he normally takes his own sweet time, walking down the aisle and out the building. So I, as usual, liking to think too much, did it again. I succeeded in making myself miserable. *sigh*
One scene I can't get out of my mind is when we were having our drinks and he was sitting opposite me. He leaned back in his chair, put one hand across his mouth, one finger kind of stroking his chin, lips smiling a bit, those amazing eyes of his appraising me - OMG, HOT HOT HOT! I have never seen anything as hot as that! *drool* *eyes glazed over*
Ahem. Sorry. I got carried away. Yes, well. Where was I? Oh yeah, been making myself miserable... Oh well, I'll get over it. I'm a blade of wild grass, I bend but I don't break. =D