People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.

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Had a weird dream last night. Dreamt that I was married to this guy. Yeah, MARRIED! Can you imagine?! Yea, and anyway, we must have been on honeymoon or something coz I remember a photographer taking our pictures. We were standing outside a barn and it was a really hot day. After standing there for quite some time, I was sick of it so I turned to him and burrowed my face in his chest (he's got a really good chest, by the way, nice, firm and muscled. He's got a 6 pack too, can you believe it?! Haha.). He was worried that he smelled bad coz he was sweating from the heat but he actually smelled really really good! :D I told him so. Ok, there's more but I'm just gonna skip it coz the point about this whole dream is that the guy in my dream is luncheonmeat. I haven't had dreams about him for ages, I can't understand why I'm starting again. Hopefully this will be one exception and I won't have any more dreams like that in the future.