WORLD BEHIND MY WALL

People think I'm strong but really, underneath this shell lies two very different personalities. Ever wondered why you could never figure me out? That's because you're not seeing the two personalities as being separate from each other. One of them is tough, bitter, disillusioned, swears, and doesn't want anything to do with insufferable bloody idiots; The other one is innocent, forever hopeful, idealistic, loves fairytales and looks forward to finding the perfect man. Both of them know that the perfect man is: 1) NOT an idiot. 2) Enjoys and appreciates their sense of humour. 3) Can handle her mood swings. 4) Able to keep up with her or, better yet, be one step ahead of her sometimes.




HATE HATE HATE

Monday, September 15, 2008 x 10:53 AM

Is it wrong to hate her? I try and try but when I see pictures of them together, I just can't suppress that feeling of jealousy and hatred and insecurity that wells up and bubbles over the edge... Perhaps I need to learn that moderation is the key.